My dadi (Paternal grandmother) after spending a week in the hospital, finally came home this Sunday, something that she really wanted for herself! But within 12 hours, her condition had once again deteriorated so much that she needed to be rushed to the hospital.
Old age is a curse. Image from: merinews.com
And I have to say it, it is time that we accept that this might be the end for her. She is suffering, and is in so much pain that it really makes one wonder how can one even bear this much pain!
How can one even tolerate this much torture.. yes I cal it a torture. Torture for the soul and torture to your own self. Continue reading
“Is there a foreign hand involved in these attacks?”
“Can this possibly be an American attack?”
“Is Israel or RAW involved in it?”
“Why did they rush the Chinese out of the base?”
“Is this related to Baluchistan or the fact that the Gwader Port was only handed yesterday to the Chinese?”
The attack on PNS Mehran. Image from:dawn.com
Any major event in Pakistan goes hand in hand with the conspiracies that surround it. The attacks today at the P.A.F base is not indifferent to this rule! Continue reading
Nothing much to say today.
Another day spent in the hospital.
It’s getting difficult and difficult day by day to see her like this!
One thing that my dadi’s (paternal grandmother) illness has taught me, is that there are things beyond blood relationships!
Don’t get me wrong, its not like I hadn’t already figured this out in the 25 years of my existence, but sometimes the pain that you see or the care that you see from other people, is only due to your association with the said ill person.
But in my dadi’s case, she has been able to form such bonds of love with people, that what unraveled today couldn’t be described as something short of “pure innocence”. Continue reading
I don’t have the strength to write today. I am tried, and sad. After struggling with unknown diseases for ages, today finally, after a week of being in the hospital , for failing lungs, my paternal grandmother (Dadi) has been diagnosed with Cancer.
It’s in the final stages, and we think that this maybe it!
People, if any of you have to pray, then please pray that her pain ends!
This would not have happened if this city wasn’t suffocating him!
This is what Arif Sahab said when the news of Asim Butt’s death reached him. It was still early morning, hardly 12 yet, and the news was received with shock!
It has been a while now, since Asim left his friends! I wasn’t one of them, but I had met him. Polite exchange of pleasantries had taken place between us whenever we met!
This is why it feels awkward for me to even try to say that last night somehow I understood what he did and why he did it! I understood somehow why he would have decided to take things in his own hands!
I wish I could say that the realization came to me in an epiphany, but it was instead a result of my own depressive phase that seems to have taken hold of me recently! Continue reading
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Continuing on the thread from tomorrow, let me share with you one of the things that truly help’s me in venting out and as a result calming myself down when I am in shit or when I am feeling shitty or when life all around is generally shitty.
And that magical thing people is writing! I love writing! Did you know that about me! I just love to write! (Note to self: Add this in my About page, which you need to visit ASAP, if you haven’t already)
It’s the sort of thing that helps me pour my heart out! I am good with words and expressing myself in words, and not the spoken kind, people! I mean the kind that comes out from my pen, and now my keyboard!
And I can honestly say nothing helps me more than writing! Continue reading
People, lately I have been down in the drains.. the reasons have been many to put here! But the fact remains, I am down in the dumps! And So I am seeking help!
I am seeking help from a close circle of friends, from blogs, from music, from books, from work, from things around me! It’s not like I am distracting myself.. with the things that are going on nowadays, it is simply out of the question of not staring them right in the eye!
Life is about taking action!
It’s been a lot over 12 days now since the death of the most wanted man in the world! I know that the world and blogosphere simply went nuts after his death, but I wanted to wait for a while before I can say anything on it. The reason for this was simply that I wanted the dust of conspiracies to settle down!
However, this settling of the dust should in no way be confused with the truth being out or something. This is simply due to the realization, that whether it was the real Osama or not, it only means one thing for Pakistan, which is
WE ARE SCREWED!
BIG TIME! Continue reading
So yes, I am a private person, and I don’t like sharing a whole lot with the entire world! I have few friends in real life with whom I prefer to share a lot! And then there only one or two with whom I share everything!
And I think that holds true for most of us!
The same attitude is a practice of mine on FB as well! And therefore it is very difficult for me to explain to people when they come up to me and say, “Dude we can’t see that(insert whatever you like here) on your (FB) profile”!
Even my mother has complained to me about this.
But the fact of the matter remains, that I am a very private person, and I guard my privacy above everything else!
I have almost my entire family on FB, and then I have some of my most closest friends on it as well. And you can’t always expect your friends to say the most audience-appropriate thing, so yes a lot of things have to get censored! Continue reading